I feel free now that I have left my regular office work starting this day, my sixth month at work supposedly. I did not understand that my contract stated that they are not after my time but it was somehow made an issue. Well having heard of their plans well I guess why wait and endure it so given the chance and permission, I let it go. I do not want to be a hindrance to other people’s success and I wish them the best. They will be forever my friends. I hope they sincerely feel the same. Time with my family cannot be bought so I am praying I made the right decision to be with them and spend quality and more time with CT now that he needs me more emotionally and to be physically there while he is in the most enjoyable stage of his growth. These are precious moments that I wanna witness first hand and not know about it through someone’s story. I simply cannot take it anymore that I would just hear when I got home from work that he did this and that for the first time. We have to make decisions and we have to take chances. Our companies simply can push us away anytime. My position had three turn overs in less than a year. Maybe there is something out of place with it and maybe feng shui would help. I do not want to be compared to anyone too. But I am now free and I don’t have to worry of leaving behind CT crying as I leave the house, or of the rush hour or traffic though I still would go through traffic but I don’t have to worry anymore unless I’m going to a food trip hehehe.
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by Lalaine, on March 13 2008 @ 3:58 pm
I’m sure you’re happy with your decision. It’s true, time with our little ones is really precious. Let’s enjoy every moment them while they are still with us coz time will just fly so fast when they can have their own wings..:) God bless!!